For the past few days, keep went out shopping with frens. Continueous 3 days keep went orchard. Had a big walk at orchard. Went to " Hereen, Cini, Ion,Wisma and Taka". Wow, tiring days. Yet in the end, poor me, on the 3rd day night when i reach home, after awhile of resting, i feel my leg damn suan n pain. When i stand up and walk,suddenly i feel my leg de skin tighten up, i look down,wow.. omg..i saw my leg become damn swollen and turn into a pair of "pig legs". I feel so sad, tinking of last time tou wont like tat. Haiiz..now i preg, walk abit jiu feel tired, easy hungry, backache,growing rashes cos of homons changing, pigmentation on face, times of urines increase, legs swollen and most worst is i now growing fatter n fatter like a pig. Haiiz..Now i then understand being preg is so xin ku, understand why people say " mama zhen wei da le" but heard preg frens comment most worst nightmares is when bb born cos have to take care of them alot. Cries in mignight, changing diaper, feeding times or milk and alot more. But i will stay strong cos of my beloved bb son. Hope everything worth in the end. Tonight lei, went out for dinner with frens at marina, reached home around 11 plus, cos in my situation alot of places cannot go and things i cant do. Sobx.. is ok. When my bb is born, i look at him, i comfirm i sure i will feel everything i doing now is worth. Jia you to myself. :)
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Sorry for not blogging for so damn long,between those months,alot of things happened. Cut short, i going to be a single-young mother soon. My life was totally sux for the first 3 month of my pregency,but everything turn fine and better now. I having a 5 month bby son in my stomach. He fine and healthy just tat his weight abit light onli 321g, should be 350g instead. Doc say bby have to be 650g will be the best on the next check up which is bby is 6mths old le.Hehex.. Nervous and excited everytime when appmt check up date reach, cos it the onli way i can see my son, sob.. 1 month onli can see him once. Haha. Today, i went out with lydia n evania, finally i cut my hair short. Remember the last time i cut my hair short is ard 8 yrs ago wor. Feel damn sad seeing my precious long hair being throw into the rubbish bin, cos i dote my hair more than my face. Feel like crying,just like i going in NS. Went ParkLane then Plaza Sing then jie ming hse to slack. Home Sweet Home.
Mama Zhen Wei Da.
Friday, February 18, 2011
