Today wake up at 11.45 am. Start prepare to skool at 1.30pm. Reach skool ard 3.40pm. Heng!!! Nv late cos i feel so nervous n tot i will be late for exam. Receive hao call on the way to skool but he like so busy. Hand up very fast. Also dunno he gt wish me good luck anot. End skool ard 5.10pm, meeting minyi 6pm at Doubht Ghuat. Yet in the end cancel, at that time hao call again, i told him abt meeting minyi yet cancel mostly going home ba.And i told him about i went Qiang hse to study, can feel he nt happy abt it. I feel so sad n abit angry about wat he comment in his FB yet make me say a sentence to him. "You also not my bf". Cos of i'm in the tunnel. There no receptions and he hand up. He never call back le. I know i hurt him feel so sad i wanted to say sorry to him and wan to tell him tat i meeting minyi again, we going orchard but he nevr call bk le. Sob. Feel happy shopping with minyi. I brght 1 pair of shoes n 2 dresses. Broke nw. Qin call me during my shopping with minyi, she told me tat hao online. I feel so sad. Thinking is he waiting for me to online or he msn with other ppl. Sobx..Reach hm ard 9.45pm, on my com, hope hao still online but he didnt. Meeting kk, lydia n chee hoe to slack ltr. I reali feel so lonely and sad.Receive 1 more bad news. Minyi told me tat she going to Canada at August for ard 9mths. I feel damn sad. 1 more person leaving me again. Why? Why god keep make ppl tat closed to me to leave..Haiiz...Going back to my lonely life again. I reali feel damn sad and no one could understand.Later meeting kk,lydia,chee hoe and cyn to slack.We went simei kopitiam to eat,chat and watch soccer. Brazil VS Chille. Score 3:0. 4.45am reach hm.Nite.End.
Sad.
Monday, June 28, 2010
