fall for you.

Heartbroken.

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Today wake up in the evening by hao call. Miss him so much but in the end i cry cos of his words. He asked me to msn with him i say sure but i going out later so i 5 plus 6 have to leave le. I from 4.30 waited until 5.40 he then online. Heng! i go prepare first or else cant even have the time to msn him le. But in the end, i waited for so long, wat i get is heartbroken n tears. I dun wish to say much. Just can say he say he trust me but his words n action prove to me tat he didnt reali trust me alot. We quarrel in the end. He say he dun wan to care me anymore. Feel so hurt.Haiiz..Sob.. leave hse with tears flowing out off my eyes. Meet esther,qin,long,syl and jacky at TM for dinner and a movie. We watch the " Sex In The City 2". Omg! Is a 2 hr 30min movie. Damn long. After movie, Home Sweet Home. Reach hm around 11.50pm. Miss hao alot althought we did quarrel. Insominia cos of him these few days. Haiiz. Tml i having my OB exam, hope b4 i go into the examination hall will receive hao de Good Luck call but he still angry so i didnt put so much hope in it. Will be studying ltr till 4 plus 5 am then sleep ba. Sorry cos of late for the movie so no photos takens. IMU. End.

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Sad.

Monday, June 28, 2010

Today wake up at 11.45 am. Start prepare to skool at 1.30pm. Reach skool ard 3.40pm. Heng!!! Nv late cos i feel so nervous n tot i will be late for exam. Receive hao call on the way to skool but he like so busy. Hand up very fast. Also dunno he gt wish me good luck anot. End skool ard 5.10pm, meeting minyi 6pm at Doubht Ghuat. Yet in the end cancel, at that time hao call again, i told him abt meeting minyi yet cancel mostly going home ba.And i told him about i went Qiang hse to study, can feel he nt happy abt it. I feel so sad n abit angry about wat he comment in his FB yet make me say a sentence to him. "You also not my bf". Cos of i'm in the tunnel. There no receptions and he hand up. He never call back le. I know i hurt him feel so sad i wanted to say sorry to him and wan to tell him tat i meeting minyi again, we going orchard but he nevr call bk le. Sob. Feel happy shopping with minyi. I brght 1 pair of shoes n 2 dresses. Broke nw. Qin call me during my shopping with minyi, she told me tat hao online. I feel so sad. Thinking is he waiting for me to online or he msn with other ppl. Sobx..Reach hm ard 9.45pm, on my com, hope hao still online but he didnt. Meeting kk, lydia n chee hoe to slack ltr. I reali feel so lonely and sad.Receive 1 more bad news. Minyi told me tat she going to Canada at August for ard 9mths. I feel damn sad. 1 more person leaving me again. Why? Why god keep make ppl tat closed to me to leave..Haiiz...Going back to my lonely life again. I reali feel damn sad and no one could understand.Later meeting kk,lydia,chee hoe and cyn to slack.We went simei kopitiam to eat,chat and watch soccer. Brazil VS Chille. Score 3:0. 4.45am reach hm.Nite.End.

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Malaysia.St James Power House.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Onli sleep for 2 hrs as i cant sleep for a few days. Wake up at 9.45am to prepare. Me and xin meet pa ard 10.45am under our blk. Went in malaysia straight. Have our lunch opposite the salon. After lunch, we 3 went to do our hair. Me is hair treatment n nails. Xin is reborning and pa is dye hair. But in the 3 of us, i'm the earliest to do finish de. Fall sleep while doing my nails. When i wake up i feel like i sleep for hrs le, wow, xin also haven do finish yet when the time is alrdy 4 plus in the afternoon le, cos we start do is ard 12 plus wor. Xin reborn hair took for 5 hrs wor. Cos we left at 5pm. Sob. When reach singapore. I just realize hao did call me but i was in malaysia. Sob hope he will call me again. Meet mum for dinner. Syl join along last min. After dinner, syl acc me to go home, as he wait for me dwnstair. I went up to change. Meet Jacky,qin n long at Kopitiam, when we both saw my pa also with them. We all 6 seat dwn to drink n watch soccer. Omg. Alot ppl crowed ard the kopitiam just to see soccer wor. We decided to leave around 10.10 but we all tinking sure got alot ppl see us n wan to snatch our table n seats de. Hahax. So we tgt count 1 2 3 we all stand up. In the end, a group of Indian guys had our seats. Qin,long and pa they went home. The rest of us 3 going to meet min yi at Clark Quay cos we going clubbing. On the way in the train, minyi wan to change location. Actually wan to go "Rebel" but in the end we went " St James". Have fun thr. Syl,jacky n me we left first around 3pm, as minyi bf had just come n join so they both decided to stay longer. We 3 went my blk dwnstair to slack. Jacky leave around 4plus. As syl, the same lox, have to acc him until 6. Haiiz. 6am went home finally, bath n sleep at 7am. Sobx...nv receive hao call at all as i waited since after i missed his call in the afternoon. Wat to do, just hope he will call tml. Nite. End.

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$$$.

Monday, June 21, 2010

Today wake up at 2pm in the afternoon. Prepare and meeting kk,adrian n yang at Tampine.We all went shopping, accompany kk go cut hair. Cos of Singapore now all clothing shops having discount. We all spent $$$ on clothes. Sob. I brought 2 new tops at "Mango". Total cost me $31. Sob. Now broke le lox.In the end, decided not to go to Syl's Grandpa Funeral, reach home ard 10plus. Around 7.30pm, receive hao call, feel happy cos miss him alot. I told him, everytime when i go, i look up the sky, i will think of you, cos no matter hw far uu are, hw long the distance bwt both of us, we will still looking at the same sky. Hehex.. So everytime when i look up the sky, i will think of hao. But i did receive his call again at 11.30pm, chat with him for a few mins, he jiu hand up le.Now using com continue watch my " Fai Yi Sian Feng 2".In the end, meet Lydia n Chee hoe to slack. Not sure wat time then slp. 11 more times of mon,hao jiu cming back le.Nite. End.

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Missing You.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

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St James Power House

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Today wake up at 1 plus in the afternoon. Stay at home watch show until 7 plus pm. Not going to work today. 7:45pm start to prepare. Meeting Minyi 9:45pm at Harbourfont Mrt. But she will be late, so i alone went Vivo window shopping while waiting for her. 10pm she then reached, we went straight away to St James to a chop of their logo on our hand cos b4 11pm go in, enterance will be free. After getting the logo, we meet syl at Harbourfont center Mac, we had our dunno is dinner or supper. After eating, we went back to St james. In the end, didnt reali have fun, cos minyi not feeling well. Poor her. Plus dunno why nw St James de songs like not nice as lastime le. So pong Qiao, we met Stanwin, chat for a few times.Received hao call, feel so happy even thought is a few min. Miss him so much. Haiiz. Around 3:30am we all went home. Reached home with syl, as the same old thing syl cant go hm once he out until 6am then can go home. We both use com until 6plus am. He went home. Me lei. Piggy bed time.Miss hao pigpig everyday. Will wait for his call everyday. Hope he will call me tml again. Hehex. Nite. Ooioi. End.

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Plush : )

Friday, June 18, 2010

Today the same old thing, went skool in the morning, end skool jiu went home and continue watch my "Fai Yi Sian Feng" until 5 plus start to prepare for work. End work at 10pm. Went to Boat Quay 1 of the pub named "Plush" and drink with collagues. Before went to "Plush", we went to Golden Cafe to eat first, just finish order, received hao call, feel so happy actually i did receive his call once in the morning at skool, i feel so happy, didnt except he still can call me again but he did. I told him i will go pub with collagues in the morning, so i tink hao worry about me that why he called me again. Feel so happy tat my hao pig pig still care about me, i feel happy of cos but plus abit sad cos i dun wan hao to worry. I told him tat i will be fine n promised him i wont drink much. He hanged up after a few mins chat. Feel abit bored at the pub with my collagues,like 5 guys i the onli gal. Then 3 guys played dice, another 2 chat among themselves like i feel so extra also dunno they all called me go for wat. But thank alot tat they asked me along. Reached home ard 3plus if nt wrong. Tired. Nite sweet dream. Miss hao pig pig alot. Thank alot tat he still care n worry for me. Mean in his heart still have me. Hehex. End.

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Happy Day.

Monday, June 14, 2010

Today i nv go skool cos ytd slack with kk under my blk until 4am as we forgot abt the timing n plus my stomach pain again. Hao in the morning called me,chat with him while my eyes are close cos reali feel damn tired. But awhile ltr he handed up le cos he nw starting his journey frm USA to Hayawaii le. So after this call, he cannot call until tml. Sob. Kk called me 11 50am, to ask me wake up and go prepare now,i tired until i actually wake up late i also dunno plus the worst is timing i also see wrong. Meet kk,von and yang at TM. We had lunch tgt. And catch "The Kung Fu Kid" movie at 3 10pm. Is a 2 hr plus movie so it end around at 5 45pm. After the movie, adrain join along. We went shopping n had our dinner at "Tim Gary". After dinner, again went shop,shop,shop. Feel so happy today going out with them. Reach hm ard 10pm. I feel abit sad cos i miss hao alot. Happy is today is the 2nd time i meet kk cos i just need to meet kk 13 to 14 times of his off day as in every mon. Mean ard 14 times de mon, Hao jiu cm bk le.Hope time pass faster.Nxt mon, meeting kk they all again, i tink with them, i feel time pass more faster.Yupp.Tml have to wake up early to go to skool plus have interview at the late evening. I prepare to slp le. miss hao alot.nite.

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