For the past few days, keep went out shopping with frens. Continueous 3 days keep went orchard. Had a big walk at orchard. Went to " Hereen, Cini, Ion,Wisma and Taka". Wow, tiring days. Yet in the end, poor me, on the 3rd day night when i reach home, after awhile of resting, i feel my leg damn suan n pain. When i stand up and walk,suddenly i feel my leg de skin tighten up, i look down,wow.. omg..i saw my leg become damn swollen and turn into a pair of "pig legs". I feel so sad, tinking of last time tou wont like tat. Haiiz..now i preg, walk abit jiu feel tired, easy hungry, backache,growing rashes cos of homons changing, pigmentation on face, times of urines increase, legs swollen and most worst is i now growing fatter n fatter like a pig. Haiiz..Now i then understand being preg is so xin ku, understand why people say " mama zhen wei da le" but heard preg frens comment most worst nightmares is when bb born cos have to take care of them alot. Cries in mignight, changing diaper, feeding times or milk and alot more. But i will stay strong cos of my beloved bb son. Hope everything worth in the end. Tonight lei, went out for dinner with frens at marina, reached home around 11 plus, cos in my situation alot of places cannot go and things i cant do. Sobx.. is ok. When my bb is born, i look at him, i comfirm i sure i will feel everything i doing now is worth. Jia you to myself. :)
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Sorry for not blogging for so damn long,between those months,alot of things happened. Cut short, i going to be a single-young mother soon. My life was totally sux for the first 3 month of my pregency,but everything turn fine and better now. I having a 5 month bby son in my stomach. He fine and healthy just tat his weight abit light onli 321g, should be 350g instead. Doc say bby have to be 650g will be the best on the next check up which is bby is 6mths old le.Hehex.. Nervous and excited everytime when appmt check up date reach, cos it the onli way i can see my son, sob.. 1 month onli can see him once. Haha. Today, i went out with lydia n evania, finally i cut my hair short. Remember the last time i cut my hair short is ard 8 yrs ago wor. Feel damn sad seeing my precious long hair being throw into the rubbish bin, cos i dote my hair more than my face. Feel like crying,just like i going in NS. Went ParkLane then Plaza Sing then jie ming hse to slack. Home Sweet Home.
Went 313 again with my potato cos he brought for me de 1 mth anni de present,the bracelet,i tink i'm too violent during my sleep tat i broke it. Dear dear feel sad after knowing this matter..sorry wor dear dear. So we went back to 313 de "Helen Ass.." to repair. After it repairing, me and potato went to 313 de " Hot Tomato cafe and grill" to had our dinner. After dinner, actually decided to go Cine to sing KBox but its was full so me and potato had no place to go le. But realize tat Kelvin n Esther are at Explanade,so we went down to look for them. Slack and chat for a while,we seperate le,acc potato to CGH cos he not feeling well. See he always so xin ku, keep coughing then jiu had the vomiting sound,see le jiu heart pain. Doctor say wat he kena Virus, had to go see specialist. So we had to come bk again on the appmt date. Hope dear dear will be fine. End.
Today i feel so happy. Cos is me and my potato the 1st Month Anniversary. And also can counted is our first time just both of us go out and had fun. We went to Plaza Sing first to walk around and pay potato de M1 bill. After that we took a bus from there to 313 and Cine. We went shopping. And i brought a black pant for my Potato as a Anni present from "Recoil". Hope he will like it. He neh..brought me a white pig and a love bracelet. Hehex.. After tat, we went to "FISH" at 313 as our dinner. First time in my life, i saw such a good service and most pai sei de thing is the staff there help us celebrate our anni too.. they ask for our name and then we knw thr will be smthing going to happen. Scary. After me and my potato finish our food awhile ltr,they close few lights, bring us balloons and ice-cream. Wow..the feeling like..i onli tink about 1 thing,can i just ran away from this restaurant or find a hole and hide my head. Haha.. but reali thank them alot.. Couple Frens can bring your partner to thr. After dinner, we went Cine to watch " I Love You Too". Its a not bad love comedy. I give 6/10 ba. Home Sweet Home after movie. Here again thank alot dear dear for giving me such a happy anniversary. Hope in the future there will be alot of Annissss. Hehex..Selfish Me. Nite. End.
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Sorry for not blogging for quite of time. I keep going out with Linken,Esther and Kelvin. We 4 spent alot of times together, had alot of happy times. And i finally decided to be with Linken. We are together on the 20 Aug 2010. Feel happy being with him. Finally found a guy tat i like le. Althought my bf is just 20yrs old but to me,he is a mature and undertsanding bf. Dear dote,care,concern me alot. Treat me like his little princess. But there a wall between us tat make us nt happy.. Haiiz.. I dunno wat to do so tat i can break the wall away,i just kwn i just dun wish to hurt anyone cos i can put myself in their shoes and feel the pain and hurts. So i just dun wish to hurt anyone. Seeing them so sad and hurtsi feel double hurt for them. How wish god can led me the way. But now at the moment,i just wish to cherish every moment with my dear. Hope he feel happy being with me too.Hope the time stop now. Muackz.My lovely potato.
Mama Zhen Wei Da.
Friday, February 18, 2011
